HOly shit! Why the hell do I have to be so computer illiterate? I mean, it really can't be as hard as I make it out to be. Somehow, as I was trying to be ultra cool and sign up for my own blogger, but I ended up making like five of the same named blogs. Well now that I've seemed to have succeeded let me take a few deep breaths (I'd hate to start my very first blog all riled up and hot blooded). Aha toodles. NOw to begin with a topic like so many do. Usually in a diary that I write in for a week and then abandon I scribble down anything that comes to mind. Organizing my thoughts into coherant paragraphs is going to be quite a task indeed.

Okay so it's like 3 am and I've been downloading music for like 3 or 4 hours while watching 12 monkeys on the Scifi channel. (good start, keep the flow). I go in for my second my full shift at my new job tomorrow which has me a little concerned. You see, working at an animal hospital is a lot more work and responsibility than I thought it would be. Which really isn't a bad thing, it just takes some adjusting. FYI I usually don't contribute to change so readily, as in a new job, but my old one pissed me off too much. Okay so adaption:

1. schedule= shifts are usually 9 hours, so needless to say unless I go in the morning, I'm going to be there late in the evening/night (early morning)

2. PEOPLE= so far out of all of the people that I've met that I'll actually be working with, there are very few that I think I'll like. wait, strike that, more like TWO. I'm really not that hard of a person to get along with. Quite the opposite, actually- I'm a charasmatic little fucker. But seriously, some of the girls that I've met seem like straight up assholes. And it isn't just one of those girly/catty things. I can tell when another person is look down their nose at me. I just know that whenever a new girl started work at the coffee shop I liked to give her the benefit of the doubt and then pass my horrible judgement on them..but i gave them at least a couple of shifts before putting them on my "list."

Perhaps my young appearance gives me an automatic disadvantage to the older employees, and being a trainee there's little to no way for me to really prove myself. Ah, must not forget to add that training takes 90 damn days to complete. I suppose my only option is to be as friendly as possible until I know enough to be an asshole. I can pretty much guarantee that i'm going to own that place. Overconfidence? Nah, shit I'm a realist.

So far so good, now to actually keep up my momentum and continue writing. yikes.